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school officially sucks more than last year. well actually last year wasnt bad. but anyway, i miss the seniors who made school fun. i cant stand most of the freshman. and my classes are meh.
only 179 days left.
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[27 Aug 2005|10:59am] |
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wow. i thought i would have way more time to get used to this but i dont. dont get me wrong, im so happy for you. your going off to do something so great for yourself, and i couldnt be happier that eerything worked out. you deserve this. i love you so much. im gonna miss you so much. i gave you my heart, and i feel like its leaving because u are. i feel like everything athat makes me happy is leaving becuase you are. thank you for giving me the best 6 months of my life, and im trynig to tell myself that this isnt the end of how everything is, just another chapter. im trying, believe me. i know other people have it way worse than me. and i know i sound pathetic. but o well.
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| may you always have enough happiness to keep you sweet |
[05 Jul 2005|08:57am] |
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so right now im at work...and really tired. my iced carmel late from dunkin donuts is starting to wear off. but anyway, yesterday (aka the fourth of july) was fun. some ppl, as in me, mike, vinny, cara, nicole, alex, colt, anthony, goodreau, epeck, and justin went to the middletown fireworks. it was fun, we played cards before it started. but there was this huge truck in front of us, cause we were dumb and sat right in front of it, so we couldnt see the ones directly off the barges. oooooooo well. after we just hung around. some kid from portland was riding and doing wheelies on a LAWNMOWER. it was really funny, yet weird.
wow im getting really annoyed with the annoying office music that i have to listen to all day here.
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| and o sometimes |
[24 Jun 2005|12:14am] |
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after graduation today, i was really happy for all the seniors. but at the same time i couldnt help thinking about how this was gonna change a lot of how im used to life being. i mean, we really only have a month or so still left of hanging and good times, till ppl start going away to college. its going to be terrible. i have a feeling im gonna be like depressed or something once everyone leaves. idk, maybe im overreacting, but im sad ya know, a lot of my friends are going far away. i will never forget you guys. please dont forget me.
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[12 Jun 2005|02:30pm] |
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when u left i lost a part of me |
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WATCH OUT WORLD...
im on the roads
ps. i got my permit
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[06 Jun 2005|07:24pm] |
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ooooooooohhhhhhhh yeaaaa |
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i love my friends
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[17 May 2005|07:38pm] |
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rhetorical question
why am i such a bad person?
ive been asking myself that alot lately
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[09 May 2005|08:42pm] |
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somwhere only we go |
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im just afraid hes gonna forget me.
and stop loving me
when he goes away
to college
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| what the hell |
[08 May 2005|02:21pm] |
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all i have to say is..what is the matter with karioke night?!!?
and what is the matter with our school?
karioke night would have been tons of fun and a great fundraises but it got voted AGAINST. i dont understand it. there would have been a little food, a little singing, alot of laughing, and a lot of fun. and best of all ALOT OF MONEY RAISED. but i guess our school would rather have an icecream social in the back of our school, like our advisors, than something creative.
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[04 May 2005|07:30pm] |
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LOST:
one awesome silver ring, with three "diamond" flowers on them. quite big and obviously stylish. last seen on the tennis courts during 3rd period gym class on the secong court. if u find it pleeaasssee get it back to its owner [moi], she misses it terribly. and if u see someone wearing it, shove them into a wall and rip it from their boney little fingers and give it to me.
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| pleasing the crowd |
[30 Apr 2005|08:20pm] |
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if it take my whole life |
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WELL. im back by much popular demand.
and i must say it feels good
so lets get the creative juices flowing so i can provide a worth while entry.
im going to try something a tad different. a kind of journalism style of writing where im gonna pick a topic.
i wrote this way back a while ago...and i just found it again and i read it and found it interesting so here it is:
Here in Maine on vacation with my family, i still wait at night for that call from Mike, mostly due to my boredom with my family. But its not just me that sits by the phone waiting for it to ring, its all women, who wait after they say: i'll call you. what is it about that simple line that is so important, that when they dont call it hurts, and you are sitting wondering why it is they didnt. but if they do, it is so satisfying. does a simple call really mean they care? is a constant showering of gifts or compliments enough to show the love? it all adds up to the enternal question: What really makes a good boyfriend?
With most, there is the timeless basis of a good relationship. He takes her out to dinner, remembers their anniversary, and buys her expensive gifts on holidays. But does all this mean that he truly cares, or is it all in the interest of fulfilling the boyfriend expectations that women all seem to have? in a relationship how are we supposed to tell between the artificial and the real?
I sit back and think about where my relationship might be heading. in the four days we have been officially seeing eachother, it seems to be off to a good start. he calls when he says he will, compliments at the right times, and insists on paying when we go out anywhere. but do these classic representations of love, really promise a meaningful future?
It seems that what we know to be a "good" relationship is held together by all the small things. the hand holding, goodnight kisses, and time spent with one another. it is not the superifcial tokens that show love, but the expression of true feelings that make it last.
pretty funny huh. im so wierd.
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[29 Apr 2005|04:18pm] |
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This is Nicole on Taylore's lj name because I'm redoing her layout.
Idk about you guys, but I think she should start updating...
WHAT DO YOU THINK DO YOU WANNA HEAR ALL THE JUICY INFO ABOUT TAYLORE KARPA'S AWSOME LIFE?!?!?
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[25 Feb 2005|11:19pm] |
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i think im the happiest ive ever been. im so content with my life right now.
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[24 Jan 2005|04:58pm] |
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totally pumped for model un
for some reason really nervous for the english midterm
pathetic i know
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[03 Jan 2005|04:44pm] |
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i want to change the picture icon thing on my journal, does someone want to help me do this?
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| Yes YEs YESSSSS yea yea |
[02 Jan 2005|10:40pm] |
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im so happy im floating on cloud nine |
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im freakin back online people
OH HAPPY DAYYYYYYY
we upgraded our internet to netscape 7.2 and now i can go online and instant message and im sooooooo happpppyyy because i missed it soooo ever much. it looks all cool now, the internet and its faster and now i can check my email and look up stuff and stuff. oooo im so happy. wooohooo.
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| hello hello |
[14 Dec 2004|07:11am] |
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bored out of my mind in study hall.
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| sleigh bells ring...are ya listening |
[12 Dec 2004|05:26pm] |
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ahhh... busy weekend. haven't updated this beast in a dogs age. mainly because my internet hasn't been working. but now it works, but just not my aol. o well, we're getting yahoo high spped internet soon so i hope i'll be able to go online. its really annoying not being able to go on. for one thing i cant talk to ppl, and also if i have a homework question i dont have to call ppl, its so much easier to just have lots of ppl to ask at your fingertips. whatev, i'll deal.
today my mom and i made x-mas sugar cookies. in totaql we made 140, yes 140 christmas cookies!!!!! im sooo tired right now becasue it took FOREVER. first to cut them out, re-mold the dough and repeat. then cook them, wait for them to cool, then make the frosting, then decorate all 140 of them! the reward will be sweet though.
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| strumin my pain with his fingers |
[29 Nov 2004|08:39am] |
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tired, hungry, bored. in study hall with nothing better to do, or there is but im just not doing it. ahhhh well. im wearing this shirt today where you can see my scar thats on my back. so i guess ill waste time procrastinating by telling the TALE of my SCAR. dun dun dun dunnnnnnnnnn. ok, so hen i was little i had a huge birthmark on my back. and i never wanted to wear low shirts and stuff, cause i was very self conscious about people seeing my birthmark. thats kinda weird but okay, its entertaining and true. so my mom starting checking it every now and then to make sure nothing appeared suspicious about it, you know typical protective mother. finally, i had it surgically removed when i was in like 3 or 4th grade, cant remember. my mom was afraid it was turning cancerous or something like that. i was awake during it, lying on my stomach with numbing shots in me so i didn't feel the pain. so yes, now i have this scar on my back and now u know why.
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